Home
LiveJournal for Kyle.

View:User Info.
View:Friends.
View:Calendar.
View:Memories.
You're looking at the latest 20 entries. Missed some entries? Then simply jump back 20 entries.

Saturday, June 17th, 2006

Time:3:22 am.
So I've decided to make a new livejournal account and I won't be using this one any longer. It's called anescape_artist and it will be friends only. So if you'd like to add me or make a comment to the one public post I will add you.

NOTE- Okay. I meant leave a comment on the new one so I dont have to keep checking this one. http://anescape-artist.livejournal.com/
Comments: Add Your Own.

Thursday, June 15th, 2006

Subject:A day in the life of...
Time:2:05 pm.
I'm in bold. I went to taco bell today cause I haven't had it in close to a year. I remember why now.

"Hi I'd like two steak tacos"
-Three minutes later
"Hi, I just ordered. I had wanted hardshell tacos with steak, not softshell."
"Okay, do you have your receipt?"
"No, the guy took it. The number was 234"
"Okay, 234?"
"234."
-Thirty seconds later
"It says here you order the steak taco with lime sauce."
"Yes. But I wanted hardshell."
"They uh... they only come in soft."
(Loud girl)"Yeah we can't umm...they don't come like....do that."
"You can't just put steak on a hardshell?"
::dumfounded looks:: " No." (Loud girl)"Unh uh"
Comments: Read 7 or Add Your Own.

Thursday, May 18th, 2006

Time:2:27 pm.
Music:Neutral Milk Hotel - " In the airplane over the sea".
Because I've been meaning to. )
Comments: Read 12 or Add Your Own.

Thursday, May 4th, 2006

Time:10:09 am.
I think my head is about to explode.
Comments: Read 3 or Add Your Own.

Monday, April 17th, 2006

Time:3:26 pm.
Summer is upon us. I got a job at upenn for it. Pretty sweet deal. Things are all looking up. Life is good.
Comments: Read 1 or Add Your Own.

Wednesday, April 12th, 2006

Time:12:18 pm.
Within less than one month I will be finished my first year of college. Ridiculous. I want summer to come so bad right now I have no desire to do anything except lazily wait around for it to arrive. My teachers should just give me all A's. Maybe if I keep repeating in class that I'll kill myself if I don't get them this semester they'll do it. Or everyone will fail me. One of the two.

I just had a phone call from a lady with the worst southern accent I've ever heard.
-Hello is Kaaayle Benson there?
#Excuse me?
-I'm looking for Kaaayle Benson.
#..............Oh...he's not here.

If she had been able to pronounce my name correctly, I probably would have talked with her. I don't mind tele-marketers normally when I'm bored, but my name is fucking Kyle. It's not anything difficult to say.
Comments: Read 4 or Add Your Own.

Sunday, April 2nd, 2006

Subject:I miss you so.
Time:3:08 am.
Music:Fort Minor- "Where'd you go?".
If I had it my way, I'd purchase all the homes in a huge culdesac, and let all my friends live there so no one would ever have to leave.
Comments: Read 8 or Add Your Own.

Sunday, March 26th, 2006

Time:11:25 pm.
'I took the bus downtown, all day long I walked around. I looked at all the sites and thought about how lucky I am now.' )
Comments: Read 2 or Add Your Own.

Thursday, March 23rd, 2006

Time:4:28 am.
What happens when you're disconnected from your own continent for 7 hours )The pictures are kind of big.
Comments: Read 8 or Add Your Own.

Sunday, March 19th, 2006

Time:6:53 pm.
Violent gang puts roots into S. Jersey
A Willingboro killing is linked to the Bloods, the national group looking to make inroads in the suburbs here.
http://www.philly.com/mld/philly/14135464.htm

Just take a look. It's probably more than you realize is happening in south NJ and maybe more than you want to know.
Comments: Read 5 or Add Your Own.

Sunday, March 12th, 2006

Subject:We're concentrated on falling apart.
Time:3:01 am.
I've decided to head down to South Carolina first thing tomorrow in order to try and get my school affairs into order. I need to sit alone and work on this stuff until I really understand everything. I didn't really realize until just a little bit ago how nervous I actually was about this and I don't know why. Other than that, the week hasn't been much different. Excpet Friday Mary and me went down to Ocean City to spend the night with Eric And riess. I had a good time and haven't seen some people in a while so that was nice. I have pictures but I haven't had a chance to them posted yet. I have no idea what I'm doing or where I'm going with this. I feel as dull as dirt and I guess that's that.
Comments: Read 3 or Add Your Own.

Saturday, March 4th, 2006

Subject:You said you loved it more than ever.
Time:3:31 am.
Music:Weezer- "The World Has Turned And Left Me Here".
It's 18 days until I head out to California. Just a little over two weeks and I'm completely enthralled about it. It's hopefully going to be one of the better times of my life, and a deciding factor of where I live for a good part of my life.

I've spent a lot of time thinking about my life lately. What I wished I could change. There's been a good deal of that. Everything from regrets with my education to my job and dumb mistakes involving both, to a girl which most of you wouldn't realize I thought about a good portion of the day. But as we all know none of this will ever change. Maybe due to limiting circumstances or my own cowardice so say it. Whatever the case, it's usually my fault.

There's been a couple things in my life recently that have been changes

- I joined a gym to get back into shape.
- I've applied for more jobs than I care to think about, and have had more in person or over the phone interviews that have yet to successfully yield any results.
- I hopefully have a second and third meeting with t-mobile which will hopefully lead to a new job.
- I'm going to start looking for a new residency, either on the East Coast or West, hopefully not somewhere in between the two.
- I've had the fascination with reflection that gives me the feeling everything is falling apart, and I don't know what to do with myself.

I guess that's about it. I haven't updated in about a month, but now you all see why.

Saturday, January 28th, 2006

Subject:Like a fire we can never put out.
Time:3:03 am.
For the record. I'm still an avid believer in karma. For better or worse. This is the worse.
Comments: Read 1 or Add Your Own.

Monday, January 23rd, 2006

Subject:I think I got something in my teeth could you get it out for me? That's fucking teamwork.
Time:11:25 pm.
I'm at work and there's a ton of shit to do. I don't think I'll do that much though. Cause I'm sick of it. So fuck thaaaaat. Yesterday was a really good day. Me and maggie went to Philly and walked around for a few hours, like 70 city blocks or so total. We managed to be creeps and not get cereal from Cereality. But Mickey wants to go to the art museum next Sunday anyways so maybe we'll get it then. If you have the chance to go to a Waffle House I sincerely recommend you do it. After dumpster diving with Sean and my brother I went with Mikey and Jen to one near University of Delaware last night and believe me, it's entirely worth it. It has been decided it will be a weekly tradition because Waffle House really is that good. We went to get gas and I had forgotten we weren't in jersey for the first three minutes or so where I waited for the attendant to come out. Then realized what the fuck was going on and went inside, it was funnier had you been there. It was a good night topped off with an awesome phone call from my coworker Darren who is 21 as of today. Happy Birthday Darren. He was completely wrecked to the point where I couldn't even understand the conversation he was having with my voicemail. I got done class around 11 today and proceeded to run around South Jersey like a fucking chicken with it's head cut off, and went from Collingswood, to Deptford, to Woodbury Heights and then home. Giana came by and kept me company for a little bit, and now I'm at work.
I really do have something stuck in my teeth. It's driving me nuts.
Comments: Read 3 or Add Your Own.

Saturday, January 21st, 2006

Subject:This is the weight of my conscience.
Time:10:59 am.
Music:Seventy Times Seven.
It's recently come to my attention that:
PEOPLE NEED TO GET THEIR SHIT TOGETHER-
Yeah I understand things arent easy right now. Yeah okay your heart is broken. Idiocy is probably a good filler. Until you wake up the next morning and go 'what the fuck did i do.' Fucking morons. NOTE- A one night stand has NEVER made someone go "Getting back together with (WHOEVER) is a good idea. They fucked this person they hardly know so they must be intelligent, rational, and worth me getting back together with." There's a lot of people I know who really just arent thinking as of late. If you're a moron and arent tired of complaining about your bleeding heart, run yourself on a sharp object.
I fucking HATE liars and fairweather friends-
Dont talk to me like we're fucking friends. It's the kind of people that when you see in public they can't understand why you fucking hate them. But the fact of the matter is when they didnt piss you off for being shitty people everytime you bother trying to get a hold of them it's just one thing after another where they ignore you. And then you finally see them out in public and its the " You never call me anymore!" or "The phone works both ways!" horseshit. Of course I'm not calling you. Everytime I did before you were too busy a) getting wasted b) getting high c) being an idiot. Don't talk to me, touch me, or try and bullshit with me. I'm not an idiot and I'm not going to entertain the idea the talking to you a couple times make you worth wasting my time on. I suppose it's just my personal opinion that the world liar comes along with fairweather. However the sketchiest ones always seem to be the shitty ones. I'm not saying I'm perfect but my real friends are there because I've always tried to be as good a friend to them as they have to me.
I fucking hate dell computers-
Dell computers are fucking pieces of shit. They use last years parts to make their system more affordable, not to mention they often dick you over and don't even include all the parts necessary to have a fully functioning computer. Then when you call and try to explain that you can't get online or dont have a floppy drive it's all "well you didnt get the premiere package" or whatever its called. Maybe it's because most companies don't take vital components to an everyday pc out of it, so no one realizes they need to order it. If you try and call their tech support most of the time I've just gotten disconnected and never get a resolving statement. Fuck Dell Computers.

PS: I got a job with Dell computers. It's at the Deptford Mall kiosk so feel free to drop by. Yeah I sold my soul to the devil and I know it.

Also there are several people who have birthdays today. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Comments: Read 7 or Add Your Own.

Sunday, January 15th, 2006

Subject:Living Well Is The Best Revenge.
Time:3:59 am.
Music:Midtown - "Like a Movie".
Today was pretty good. I went to the Berlin Mart with Mikey and got a knife haha. It's most just to cut boxes and crap at work. However, Mickey and Giana clearly saw through that and determined that it was simply because I am crazy. I worked tonight, it was okay. I suppose it was fun. I have to be at a meeting there at 8:30 and it's fucking 4 am. I don't know what I'm doing truthfully but it probably doesn't matter. I went to the diner with Mickey Maggie and Giana after work, then to George and Erins. Mickey and Giana left early and me and Maggie hung around for a little bit longer. We discussed GI Joe, Say Anything(the movie), Better Off Dead, and some other random bullshit. By the time we left the snow was covering the roads and ridiculous. My car doesn't handle so well in the stuff so I had to drive home going 15 mph. It was 10 minute drive turned into like 35 minutes. I passed my Intermediate Algebra class for my Winterim. So I have two days left of my 'Winter Break' and then it's back to school. Tomorrow will be hectic if the roads are clear. I hope so, mainly because I'm going to see Scarlet and Calico System at the Church tomorrow. One Dead Three Wounded is actually headlining the show, which blew my mind. I also went and saw Sean Ward's band Passion play the other night for the first time. They were really good and I enjoyed it so I suppose I'll go see them a bit more often. I hope California comes soon.
Comments: Add Your Own.

Tuesday, January 10th, 2006

Subject:What became of everyone I used to know? Where did all their respectable convictions go?
Time:9:01 pm.
Music:Shitty CompUSA radio..
I found a way to go on here from work. Fucking sweet. I'm ridiculously bored. In general. And I want to move out. I found a place on 12th and Spruce, and a house up near the Art Museum in Philly both for the same price, so I'm going to look into it and hopefully take a tour by Friday. I'm sick of what everything around me has been reduced to and I need a change in my life. Not that I'll be sastified once that happens seeing as that's how I am but fuck it.
Time to do something right? Why not.
I finished reading Slaughterhouse Five and for lack of better material picked up a copy of High Fidelity that was given to me at Christmas two years ago I think. I never touched it but I've rather enjoyed reading on the train to school recently, it's amazing how interesting a twenty minute ride on a train can be. Well, time to leave this store and do something.

Also, it has been my general conclusion that PEOPLE ARE FUCKING LAME
Comments: Read 7 or Add Your Own.

Saturday, December 31st, 2005

Subject:Maryland Teen Arrested After Attempting to Shoot His Parents.
Time:11:29 am.
http://www.nbc4.com/news/5708334/detail.html I know I said last night would be my last entry. But this merrits being noted. This kid used to be my neighbor. He played in my pool and everything.
Comments: Read 4 or Add Your Own.

Subject:But my brain knows better.
Time:2:42 am.
So it's been a pretty good week. I got $120 for setting up a new computer and a network. I realized that if I had been offered the job at uPenn, I'd of been just fine and would do a compotent job. But it's probably better that I stay as a full time student anyways. Had a lot of late nights. Went to see mewithout You, Blood Brothers, Circle Takes the Square, and Thursday. mewithout was really good, as was thursday. blood brothers were good, and circle was eh. Nick and I convinced ourselves to grab an electrified fence, Drew chickened out after seeing the sparks hit our hands. It didn't really hurt though afterwards, it was actually kind of funny. I know that sounds weird, but yeah. Yesterday I went over to Mary's and helped her make (but basically just watched except for doing a shitty job of cracking two eggs), we watched most of Amelie but I had to leave early. It was pretty good and if you get the chance to watch it I would certainly take it. Tonight I hung out with Mikey, it was a lot of fun and we do need to hang out more often. These two episodes of Law And Order SVU are really intense. There is nothing much I can do at this point. So long till next year.
Comments: Add Your Own.

Saturday, December 17th, 2005

Subject:It was summer and I drove home whistling, down the pike.
Time:12:41 pm.
The past few days have been pretty good. Wednesday night at work was easy, and the played not only Jimmy Eat World's cover of "Last Christmas" on the radio but also Blink's " I won't be home for Christmas", my two favorite holiday songs. Thursday night went and saw Saves The Day at the TLA. They did fucking awesome and sounded really good. The new cd is going to be really good I think, it sounds reminiscent of their older stuff. They played stuff from Stay What You Are, In Reverie, Through Being Cool, and also played Jessie and My Wetstone.Friday hung out with Nick and Drew for a bit, stopped by Theresa's house and ate some of her oatmeal cookies that she made, picked Maggie up from work, and got to see Katie, Leeann, Frank, Ed, Mickey, and Sean all at Dynasty. I also was asked to go to an interview at a job for upenn. So far it's been a pretty good Christmas break, we'll see what happens.
Comments: Read 2 or Add Your Own.

Advertisement

LiveJournal for Kyle.

View:User Info.
View:Friends.
View:Calendar.
View:Memories.
You're looking at the latest 20 entries. Missed some entries? Then simply jump back 20 entries.